it was gone with you

may5

Today I just want to feel nothing and be nothing and just disappear because yeah love is more than worth it but there isn’t any. It was gone with you, and I haven’t seen it since, and that’s the fucking truth.

I’m talking about real, infinite, sure love. As sure as my eyes were locked on you walking across the stage floor to the piano, as sure as my heart was flying the first time we spoke, as sure as our first kiss laughing in my bed, as sure as your voice when you stated, “I am in love with you,” on a city bus loud enough for passengers around us to hear.