Shit, it was magical.
I was embarassed to hold eye contact while we sat across from each other – I didn’t want to blush too much looking at him. I’m more attracted to him in person than I expected to be. I tried to keep my expectations low, since I’d only seen photos of him and I rarely feel a spark on first dates. But I was surprised. He is just as sexy (if not more) in person as he was in my head when we were just texting. Knowing that I’m not allowed to touch him yet made me want to do it more. Pandemic dating is kinda hot. There’s more waiting, so there’s more tension and desire and flirting with words and body language. I want to kiss him but I’m so glad I didn’t. I love wondering what it will be like, and trying to picture the perfect moment. I’ve been giggling like a little girl thinking about him. It’s a little ridiculous.