a new era/shh it’s a secret

I would never say this out loud.

I’m just so used to being the better one. Guys always seem to pick me over the alternative. I was always the hot one, the prize, at my college parties. I can be extremely confident in the right setting. Probably eighty percent of guys I talk to fall in love with me. I’ve always worked hard and played hard. I thoroughly enjoy having sex and I typically don’t need to search for it.

So you can imagine my curiosity (and frustration, confusion, etc.) when I show interest in a beautiful, well-dressed douchebag and receive only his usual, well-mannered charm in return. The same polite manner of speech he uses with our common professors.

This is exactly what I need. What an exciting challenge. What a perfect distraction.

dreaming

My epic love is complex and unique

Forever inspiring, learning, laughing

I crave that beautiful pain

Where love is so intense, it crushes your heart

When I come across it, it explodes faster than my preparedness

Overpowering any logical thoughts

Distracting me from everything.

Serenade me with the voice of your passion.

I want to look at you like I listen to my favorite song

My gaze is singing in your eyes

Dreaming of admittance to your enticing thoughts

And a slow, hesitant first kiss.