Trying to make the best of whatever time we have left.
Because after four months who knows how we’ll feel
Or even where we’ll be?
Trying to make the best of whatever time we have left.
Because after four months who knows how we’ll feel
Or even where we’ll be?
How and why did I get in this so deep?
I have never been so fucked up and afraid of myself.
I don’t want to be crazy. I can’t be.
This can’t be my life.
Why don’t I want help?
Why do I want to hurt myself?
Why am I so nervous and sad and alone
and addicted?
Why hasn’t anyone noticed
or saved me?
“You don’t need water to feel like you’re drowning.”
– Anonymous
You’re a beautiful person
stop faking
The hauntingly enchanting mental anguish
eliminates any physical pain.
I can’t defeat this craving of release.
I promised you I wouldn’t do it
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.”
– Neil Gaiman, The Sandman, Vol. 9: The Kindly Ones